So, I know no ones gonna actually see this, but I need to say it somewhere. I’ve been feeling a lot more hate for myself than usual, especially for my appearance. I’ve been getting angrier lately despite wanting to be a peaceful person. (1/?)

And I can’t pay attention to anything lately, I don’t even know how long this thread is gonna take me. I don’t have an actual reason for any of this. My life’s already been down lately, and not much more can happen. But it’s been affecting me on a large scale. (2/?)

I haven’t slept in about 4 days, and I haven’t eaten in over a week. No matter how much I try to lay down nothing works, when I do eventually fall asleep I’m woken up by nightmares and flashbacks. And I just don’t feel the need to eat. (3/?)