a lot of threads about adhd I find myself relating to....

like I've been doing a lot of research lately on adhd and honestly I feel like a check every box but I"m not trying to self diagnose or anything but I think I should bring it up

idk I don't even know where to get started with things like this..... like how do I bring it up?

but maybe it's something else or not really anything at all and maybe I'm just exaggerating idk : (

Like a few times in school teachers and social workers tried to talk to me because of my performance but every time they said I should probably talk to someone I felt so scared and I always rejected getting any type of help... like it makes me feel like a failure

Like even my parents have asked but I always just try to say that everything is fine and then they leave it alone....

even if it's not adhd something is def up :/ idk maybe nothing is up like I'm probably fine tbh

sorry this thread is an actual mess I'm just typing out my thoughts

ugh this is so frustrating I wish I could just talk about what I've been going through without feeling like I'm lying or being dramatic

I feel so stupid like even my doctors have asked if there was anything that I wanted to bring up or talk about but I always lie about everything because for some reason I always feel guilty

anyways idk I'm fine I shouldn't have even thought about it :/