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8 years since you left me dad, since you grew your wings and flew to heaven. One of the hardest days of my life was receiving that phone call saying that â you wasnât gunna make it through the night â I was 10 when this happened. My mum begged for us to be able to come up.
And see you one last time and be able to say goodbye, but we was denied that right. So I had to write you a goodbye note and read it to you over the phone whilst trying to remain strong for my mum who was sat next to me. I was told you wouldnât be able to reply
You could only hear what I was saying as you was completely brain dead. As a 10 year old having to deal with that was one of the hardest things I have ever had to go through. I wish I could of had more time with you, I wish you could of watched me grow up.
I wish I could I could of done more so that you would be around today, but I was only a child I didnât know the extent of the seriousness you was in. I wish you could of gotton out of the state you was in and was more involved in my life.
Itâs a tough thing to comprehend, and anyone who hasnât gone through losing a parent wonât understand the grief I have been through. This thread wasnât for sympathy because if you know me you know I hate sympathy
This thread was for me to be able to write out my feelings and get them known into the world and for people to see without involving the whole awkwardâ sorry for your loss â and the whole awkward grief conversation
I want you all to know I am okay I just miss my dad unconditionally and if I could do anything to bring him back I would but unfortunately that isnât possible. I love you all 
