#MiddayMusings

This may or may not be healthy thoughts, but.....I look around at some of my female co-workers and I think to myself—man, if I was their boyfriend or husband I would be smashing that ass on a nightly basis.

Of course, there is the usual caveat here of......

.....DON’T DATE CO-WORKERS.

All this said—I don’t know what any of these women are like outside of the workplace. What are they like at home? Are they good girls and sweet to their men?

Or, are their men sick of their act, sick of them? Are these women not good lays.....

....men getting tired of or bored from starfish sex?

Are they bossy and controlling of their men? Do their men just lay back and take it, like I would have a couple of years ago?

What are their relationships like? Relationships of convenience? Of settling?....

....Of ‘well, this is the best that I can do’?

You never really know what a relationship is like behind closed doors—not all that long ago, so many thought that things between the now-ex and I were all good.

I need to get out and meet other women, truly. Stop thinking....

....about or concerning myself with others’ and their relationships and actually think about my own life and what I want from (and in) a woman.

Find me a sweet-ass Asian honey (and actually approach that cutie and not be concerned about talking to her)