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It takes a lot of mental and physical effort to not give into my symptoms. It helps i found really amazing friends and communities that i feel safe and comfortable in.
I still feel like people want to make fun of me and hurt me and I still don& #39;t react well to joke about me (My appearance, actions, what i say).
Before i really had a way to keep any of this in check i hurt a lot of people close to me. It was awful.
Before i really had a way to keep any of this in check i hurt a lot of people close to me. It was awful.
You don& #39;t understand you hurt someone until afterwards (unless that& #39;s just me i dont know) and it tears you apart. It makes my self image worse and just makes me want to hurt myself or do shit just feel normal again.
The mistakes i made will always claw at the back of my mind but learning from them is what helps me prevent more people getting hurt. I obviously still have issues with making friends (Either because i think they& #39;ll hurt me or i& #39;ll hurt them) but I cherish the friends i have
Some of them are people I hurt or had to see me go through an episode and they did what i thought was unthinkable kept being friends with me. They aren& #39;t people who want to hurt me they just want me to be happy.
If they see this thread and read it They know how much i love them and how happy they make me. They& #39;re people who make me feel comfortable and safe
