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I was forced to send my ex bf a picture of myself at the age of freaking 13, with him saying āYou donāt trust meā and āIāll leave you if you dontā. I was going through mental and emotional trauma back then with no one to even confide in. And I stupidly did. One fucking picture.
I was 13 and he was 18. I didnāt know what I was getting myself into. I used to be a victim of bullying in school, and everyone used to mock me saying nobody would āloveā me or ālikeā me because of my size and how I looked. When this guy came along and proposed-
I was really happy because someone finally ālikedā me. He was from Johor and I was from Klang. It was long distance shit. Iāve never met the guy until TODAY. But all I know was after a few months in, he started emotionally blackmailing me into sending shit I never would-
And just because I loved the guy and I didnāt want to lose him I gave in. But when he found out I was self harming myself, he told me āYouāre already ugly and youāre making yourself uglierā and just broke up with me without a reason. I begged him to not leave but he did.
I flunked every single paper in high school and went through depression, and he came back but I told him off. Not even a few months later my nude resurfaced on the net on every single platform. And I found out his new gf and him wanted to seek revenge.
What happened then was really fucking traumatising and I live with that fear UNTIL today. I had no one to turn to, I couldnāt talk to my parents, my friends started using the picture AGAINST me, I stopped school, I stopped tuitions, it was HELL.
I went into depression, I attempted suicide for the very first time back then, and I only had myself to hold myself. Everyone started looking at me differently and talking about me differently without knowing the truth because rumours are easier to believe what.
It has been 11 YEARS. I repeat 11 years since that Fucking incident and I STILL have the picture circulating on social media, I still have people using it against me and so much more. Iāve never made a stand for myself until this year.
I made an instagram video talking about my experience and what I went through after a lot of debating. It was VERY emotional for me. I cried in the video. But I knew many other women were suffering from the same thing as me and were being VOICELESS.
At that point I didnāt care if anyone were to judge me, but I did what I had to. After posting up the IGTV, I had SO MANY WOMEN IN MY DMās BEGGING ME FOR HELP. Their stories were SO traumatising, I had to take a break. It was so bad.
Most of their pictures were on telegram, I had young women, MARRIED women, soon to be BRIDES, and so much more asking me on what to do. In the end I had my lawyer involved and we took some action. It was so difficult for me as I was breaking along the way.
The link of my video, talking about my nudes and everything else is down here. It reached a 100k views and everyone started reaching out to one another especially on this issue. It really reached out.
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But before I posted the video talking about it I wanted to rectify a few things with the person that ruined my life entirely but I got nothing in the end. He just blocked me. Itās been 11 fucking years and I donāt even have justice for myself and for what happened.
These were the kind of shit I had to go through back then.. non stop death threats black mail and forcing.. until today it hurts. But Iām putting this out there to tell someone that if this is happening to you LEAVE. Donāt stay!! Itās toxic!
Many years later a day before I sat for my spm, someone did this to me. They spray painted my school wall with mean words just so that I would fail really badly and flunk my studies. God bless whoever you are. I still managed to pass my exams. 
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This is what happened when I chose to open up to people about what happened to me. I used to send all the fake profiles created with my nude asking them to help me report but they ended up using it against me and I donāt even know why. Please be careful of who you trust.
