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bro- i realize everyday i that i ruined something that could& #39;ve been fixed if we actually fucking talked. like frfr. everyday i think- that im never gonna get comfortable with anyone else again. it sucks. and im sure i will st some point but its not anytime soon. not like its +
important that i find a man. bc its not. but i had one. and our connection (to me) was insane. i loved it. THERE& #39;S NOBODY ELSE I CAN VIBE TO JUICE WRLD WITH. OR SKI- maybe slide in some lil uzi. like- stuff in that category. nobody else. its sad. but i keep stopping myself +
from thinking about him. bc i know (i feel like) im not even a thought in his mind. not even in the cobwebs in the back of his brain. he really switched up fast
https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ€Ł" title="Lachend auf dem Boden rollen" aria-label="Emoji: Lachend auf dem Boden rollen">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Nichts sehen-Affe" aria-label="Emoji: Nichts sehen-Affe"> its okay tho. i still tried to be me. but uhhh it looked really bad on my end. so i stopped. its been like +
5 days since we last talked. maybe less. (I doubt more) and im fine with it. except for the fact that the horoscope people on twitter keep mixing up my thoughts that he gon text me. AND MY TAROT CARD READY AMANDA ! UGHHHH I HATE IT HEEEERE. its okay. what was i saying- oh yea +
im no longer talking to him. well im not contacting him first at least lmao. i don& #39;t think about him as much during the day. ive tried to distract myself but its hard. i just keep finding reasons as to why we broke up and i think about what would be if we got back together +
i usually write it down so when ever i think about him and im like. this is why you left. but then im like. okaaaay but what if i fix ithttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Auf den Kopf gestelltes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Auf den Kopf gestelltes Gesicht"> THAT& #39;S MY ISSUE i see the good. even tho it doesn& #39;t sound like me- i do. i see the good in my abusive dad like tf bitch- crazy ass +
but yea. i could go on and on. MY GOOGLE PHOTOS BE LIKE "REMEMBER THIS DAY A YEAR AGO??" and its pictures of me and Yvan. bitch what the FUUUUCK is wrong with you. like- yea i remember pls show me more. jk i don& #39;t look at old photos. i refuse. im skrait chillin. im- yea +
i really do hope he& #39;s really successful this year and the years after that. that will never change. he& #39;s got it going for him so yea. i hope its all good things ya digg? me on the other hand. IM TRYING MY "BeSt" HAHAH wanna see sum @YvanDixon2 HAHAHAHAHA BIIIIITCH. +
and this is where i gts and leave this thread to float around haha gn.
