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Sometimes i feel unnoticed by others for all the struggle that i have simply because its all related to executive functioning, basic human skills that is.
#manga
2/2
I& #39;ve felt like I& #39;ve always failed at being human in various different ways that other don& #39;t see as struggls but me as an added responsibility in their lives.
3/3
Only recently have I, myself realized, that I& #39;m not flawed im simply struggling from something i couldn& #39;t have controlled something genetic something I shouldn& #39;t be killing myself about.
4/4
However, oftentimes it happens that when others acknowledge my "trying" i lose faith I myself and take it as a rejection from everything else. (Rejection sensitivity?)
5/5
I reject myself before anyone else can even THINK of rejecting me and my efforts. In my head I& #39;ve already failed at things I& #39;ve not even started.
6/6
It& #39;s been a long time since I& #39;ve internalized certain labels prescribed to me by teachers, family and peers. I& #39;ve internalized them to the extent where even I did not believe i was struggling. Blamed myself for not trying.
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as if everything said about me, was true. I didn& #39;t care anymore. If I can& #39;t do this right ofcourse I can& #39;t do THAT right either, right?
8/8
OKaY im not sure what the fuck i started this thread for anymore...i lost track.
Seee what i mean omg lol.
9/9
SO the point is i guess that im learning to be kind to myself regardless of whether others recognize my efforts as real or not. If its real to me it shouldn& #39;t matter as much. Its hard to shake this off but its what I& #39;ve come to realize.
Im my own saviour.
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