tw // abuse?
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I have this really weird fantasy of having a friend that like once every week would beat me black and blue. Bad bruises everywhere below the face to the point where I'd be lying on the floor wheezing with a bloody nose. Then they'd pick me up and - (1/2)

Tend to my wounds, have an ice bath ready for bruises and we'd watch a movie and just relax.
In conclusion wtf is wrong with my brain (2/2)

tw// abuse

(adding more to this thread) They'd be really kind about it too. Tell me they're sorry as they clean up my cuts and put ice on my bruises. They'd treat me as an apology, buy me something until I forgive them only for it to happen again the next week.