So proud of myself today for getting up and out early to take James to soft play on my own.. Usually I talk myself out of it because of anxiety and scared of face to face social interaction but I refused to let it win today and waste hours stuck in the house.. Feels so good!

Feels so good to see the smile on my wee mans face getting to explore and interact with other children. He has a ball doing things outside of the house, so I always feel so guilty when Im feeling too anxious to go out. I even spoke to other mums, only briefly but..

It’s a big step for me, and I didn’t jumble any of my sentences up out of nervousness, so I feel proud of myself!Idk what the point of this thread is but I just feel like I accomplished something today, and just wanted to be able to look back to prove to myself that I can do ithttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💪🏻" title="Angespannter Bizeps (heller Hautton)" aria-label="Emoji: Angespannter Bizeps (heller Hautton)">