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Self reflection with Eldrazi: maybe a thread
After some in depth thought I realized that I truly don't fit in anywhere, politically, genetically, culturally, etc. An absolute outsider even among outsiders. Formless, unstable, inconsistent, desperate to find and secure stability
After some in depth thought I realized that I truly don't fit in anywhere, politically, genetically, culturally, etc. An absolute outsider even among outsiders. Formless, unstable, inconsistent, desperate to find and secure stability
Like existing in the the either between planes, the space between the spaces. Everyone has their ingroup be it online or IRL or a place they belong to, a box or flock such is the life of social creatures as we
But then there's....me
No blood ties to the lands I call home yet wasn't raised to be a member of my heritage, but rather instead raised to be part of the local gen.pop. (to no avail)
No blood ties to the lands I call home yet wasn't raised to be a member of my heritage, but rather instead raised to be part of the local gen.pop. (to no avail)
My surname not indigenous to the land, no family history tied to the land, and yet despite this I'm just as foreign to my own people, I don't speak their tongue nor share their religion, much less even their Culture, the only denominator being only blood
Naturally one would assume I'd be some cringe leftist currently running amok right now as seen on the news but instead I went in the polar opposite direction instead, defying what would've been expected to being what wasn't anticipated, and yet. . .
Despite this I'm still the outgroup even to them for I don't share the surnames one would expect from the land I call home nor their phenotype and members of the right still, don't count meds as hwite for whatever reason
Combine this with my lack of interest pertaining to my predominant heritage, it's Culture, etc and we have a complete outsider
Not only an outsider to my own country, despite being born and raised here but also to members of the heritage, of those I share blood with
Not only an outsider to my own country, despite being born and raised here but also to members of the heritage, of those I share blood with
In addition, while also rejecting the far left because it isn't something I can even agree with with the extreme insanity it is
Which is probably why I like the eldrazi in mtg, they're outsiders living in the void, trying to survive, though they consume and destroy all in their path it isn't by intended malice but rather beasts following their instinct
They exist outside the planes seeking substance for food and doing what they must to survive, what is normal for the spider is chaos to the fly
I don't know where I was going with this thread to be honest just tossing obscure threads straight into the void
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