for the entire day, i struggled to find the words.
i'm saying goodbye to my favorite production of my favorite musical, and with it goodbye to the chance of ever seeing anastasia again.
this musical means the world to me. through it i made great friends, +
i'm saying goodbye to my favorite production of my favorite musical, and with it goodbye to the chance of ever seeing anastasia again.
this musical means the world to me. through it i made great friends, +
learned unforgettable lessons, made some memories that make me smile even to this day.
i still remember standing in the rain, talking to everyone, to my friends who were just as excited as i was and so so happy for me.
i still remember standing in the rain, talking to everyone, to my friends who were just as excited as i was and so so happy for me.
i remember freaking out when i say down and realized this was real, remember the feeling of indescribable happiness that came over me when it hit me that my greatest dream, the moment i had always dreamed of, was coming true before my very eyes.
i remember talking to the understudies on the fanday, the chills i got when last dance of the romanovs began, the tears that blurred my vision when i heard those opening chords to journey to the past, soft yet strong enough to make me cry, even now as i type this.
i remember everything as it was yesterday.
and yet it's been over a year.
and yet it's been over a year.
i harbored the perhaps foolish hope that i might be able to see it again, save enough money, convince a friend and go.
deep down, i know this wasn't likely, and yet it doesn't make it hurt any less.
deep down, i know this wasn't likely, and yet it doesn't make it hurt any less.
so thank you, for everyone involved in the production. you might not know it, but one night of your work meant the world to me. i wish i could tell you that in person, cheer for you one last time.
you've brought me more joy than i can put into words, truly.
you've brought me more joy than i can put into words, truly.