Not to vent on main, but I& #39;ve been feeling so,, tired and wasting lately. Well, since school started again. I get up before 6 am, I go to school and I only get back home around 6 pm sometimes. That& #39;s 12 hours, I& #39;m so fucking exhausted after that it& #39;s unreal.

And I get home and I dont do anything because I& #39;m just so tired. I& #39;ve got like 3 assignments atm that I don& #39;t know how I& #39;ll do. I have no strength or creativity left to draw. I& #39;m so tired and it& #39;s only been what? 3 weeks? Fucking unreal, man

Going to bed before 10 pm makes me feel like I& #39;m wasting my time not doing anything. Going to bed around midnight makes me feel like I& #39;ve wasted my time again not doing anything I needed to do. I feel like getting enough sleep is just not possible during the week anymore. Sucks

I keep telling myself I just need to make it to mid May and then I& #39;ll be done, but by the time finals roll around I& #39;m gonna be so mentally devastated,,

I have to see my friends at least once a week or else idk, I& #39;d just. I& #39;d feel like theres nothing to look forward to in life, school is really just that draining and it& #39;s only the first month,, I don& #39;t know how I& #39;ll make it i really don& #39;t, and even if I do I& #39;m gonna just be a +

shell of my former self, this is such a huge setback when it comes to me growing as an artist or whatever,,,, I& #39;m so tired,, I& #39;m sorry for this thread I& #39;m just so. So fucking tired.