Not to vent on main, but I've been feeling so,, tired and wasting lately. Well, since school started again. I get up before 6 am, I go to school and I only get back home around 6 pm sometimes. That's 12 hours, I'm so fucking exhausted after that it's unreal.

And I get home and I dont do anything because I'm just so tired. I've got like 3 assignments atm that I don't know how I'll do. I have no strength or creativity left to draw. I'm so tired and it's only been what? 3 weeks? Fucking unreal, man

Going to bed before 10 pm makes me feel like I'm wasting my time not doing anything. Going to bed around midnight makes me feel like I've wasted my time again not doing anything I needed to do. I feel like getting enough sleep is just not possible during the week anymore. Sucks

I keep telling myself I just need to make it to mid May and then I'll be done, but by the time finals roll around I'm gonna be so mentally devastated,,

I have to see my friends at least once a week or else idk, I'd just. I'd feel like theres nothing to look forward to in life, school is really just that draining and it's only the first month,, I don't know how I'll make it i really don't, and even if I do I'm gonna just be a +

shell of my former self, this is such a huge setback when it comes to me growing as an artist or whatever,,,, I'm so tired,, I'm sorry for this thread I'm just so. So fucking tired.