Hey guys, FTLs today! Should I tuck my shirt like this more often? Been trying to stay as positive as possible even though October is approaching and I have a bunch of bills coming that I can’t afford including my rent, car payment, and car insurance!

The last pic is all the money I have. I’m currently in the process of getting a job, but it’s taking so long because of background clearances and such that have made it so I can’t start and get a paycheck before next months bills are due.

Also, I’ve had to pay all the clearances out of pocket, and I still need to get a physical and a TB test before I can start. I currently don’t have health insurance, so I don’t know how I’m going to afford that.

I hate asking for help, but I really don’t know what else I’m going to do. I don’t know how I’ll pay my bills, let alone buy food for my cat and myself.

If you want to help please reach out. I would forever be grateful for your kindness. At least please RT this thread so someone who is willing to help may see it. If I can manage to pay October’s bills, I should be established at a new job before November’s bills are due.

So please, I humbly ask for any help. And whether you help or not, I love you guys and thanks for taking the time to read this.