Most of you probably don’t care what’s going on with me and just want me to deactivate and commit suicide. And I already know.. I’m a loser, I’m a nobody, I’m a mistake, I’m a horrible person. It’s who I am I guess, I’m sorry.

For those of you that might actually care.(Thread)

Excluding most of the unfortunate stuff going on on Twitter right now, last night up until now has been one of the worst times of my life. The death threats couldn’t have came at a worse time. Before I even saw the DMs the suicidal thoughts in my head have never been so loud.-

I don’t have anywhere to go that I can safely call home, my life is heading nowhere, everyday for the past few months has been me reliving the same pain that I know won’t ever go away. After countless times of being stabbed in the back I don’t know who to trust anymore.

I’ve made countless decisions and regrets that haunt me everyday. Theres nothing good to look forward to and nothing good to look back on. There’s traumatizing experiences I had years ago and I haven’t told a single person about them.-

I can no longer think of any good reasons to be alive anymore... not a single reason comes to mind. I’m a burden to my family and I cant control that, it’s been this way for so long I can’t even remember the beginning of it.-

Pretty much every IRL friend I had has forgotten about me and moved on. I trusted them with my life and each and every one of them just kicked me to the side. Haven’t seen or spoken to them in almost half a year.-

I can’t do anything anymore without a loud voice in my head repeatedly telling me to repeatedly kill my self. Please tell me why I shouldn’t just end it here. I beg you to give me a reason because I can’t think of one. I’m living everyday just to survive... but for what reason?

Can’t give me a good reason? Then I’ll gladly do everyone a favor and get out of your way permanently. I’d be relieving my family and myself of this never ending pain. If you don’t hear from me after this, take this as my goodbye.