Tonight everywhere I look all I see is failure. Failed to place that order. Failed to make that phone call. Failed to play with the cats. Failed to henna my hair. Failed to change the bed. Failed to even make the bed. Failed to get to bed at a decent time. Fail fail fail

Forcing this as I can't sleep feeling like this: I DID all the bookkeeping and payroll. I did register the bar for a local publicity vote thingy and write blurb. I made dinner, a really good one said W, unprompted. I cleaned the kitchen and installed our first smart bulbs

I sent messages to a friend in need and made her laugh. I wrote this thread. I'm ok. Here's a photo of one of my kitties for that final smile