This the kind of shit that sets off my POCD really bad and makes me just wanna kill myself honestly. Why can& #39;t littles just live in this world without having our every move questioned and belittled? https://twitter.com/miiriya_miiriya/status/1310268773237227521">https://twitter.com/miiriya_m...

You really wanna know why I& #39;m a little? Because I& #39;m autistic. Because I& #39;m mentally ill. Because I went through incredibly traumatic mental health episodes in my teens and thus, never got the chance to grow up properly. Regressing helps me cope with everything.

Despite my age regression, I& #39;m also a kinky adult & I want to express that side when not regressed. That& #39;s what DDLG is and you guys have it all wrong. There are some people who have sex in little space but they usually use it as a coping mechanism for childhood sexual trauma!!!

But you don& #39;t care about that, do you? You just care about hurting littles. Well, well done. You ruined this little& #39;s night. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😔" title="Nachdenkliches Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Nachdenkliches Gesicht"> I hope you& #39;re proud.

As for caregivers, no, they aren& #39;t paedophiles either. They aren& #39;t attracted to us *bc* we act like children.

They& #39;re attracted to us bc of us. Bc we are attractive adults to them regardless. And we littles *can* think for ourselves, thanks. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😒" title="Unerfreutes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Unerfreutes Gesicht">

And I hate how y& #39;all just constantly go on abt sex like as if that& #39;s all we do. You have no clue abt D/S relationships and it shows.

There& #39;s sm more to CG/L dynamics than just sex. There& #39;s rules and routines to help littles with personal care, there& #39;s service submission where the little will take care of chores for their caregiver, there& #39;s playing with toys, colouring and reading stories.

There& #39;s watching cartoons and Disney movies and even changing your little into different clothes everyday and, for some caregivers, even changing the littles& #39; nappies/diapers. There& #39;s shopping for your little and ofc, normal vanilla duties to do out in public.

There& #39;s sm more to D/S dynamics than just sex, especially in CG/L dynamics. So no, we& #39;re not acting like a baby for sexual kicks. We are age regressing within a D/S dynamic and that age regression mostly takes place outside of the bedroom. Heck, I& #39;m single & I still age regress.

Cause age regression is part of me. It has been since I was 10 years old and it always will be. This community helps me embrace it rather than be ashamed of it. But I log on here everyday and make the stupid mistake of looking up DDLG stuff and I get hit with this shit.

So thanks for setting off my usually-well-controlled-by-medication POCD. I& #39;m so done with this hellsite tbh. If it wasn& #39;t for having the sweetest moots, I would be gone. Being called a paedophile constantly is so triggering for me honestly. It makes me wanna fucking shoot myself.

And then I have to do my compulsions and I feel like a failure. All bc some asshole online decided they know more abt a community they& #39;re not even in than the actual members of said community do. All bc that asshole decided the world needed to hear their shitty opinions.

Anyway, I miss therapy bc getting to hear that I wasn& #39;t a paedo and that my intrusive thoughts weren& #39;t my fault every week was really nice https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👉" title="Rückhand Zeigefinger nach rechts" aria-label="Emoji: Rückhand Zeigefinger nach rechts">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👈" title="Rückhand Zeigefinger nach links" aria-label="Emoji: Rückhand Zeigefinger nach links"> Deadass I miss therapy, how fucking sad is that. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😅" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit offenem Mund und Angstschweiß">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💔" title="Gebrochenes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Gebrochenes Herz">
Also I& #39;m terrified to post this thread bc I& #39;ve never been this open abt POCDhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😣" title="Standhaftes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Standhaftes Gesicht">