This the kind of shit that sets off my POCD really bad and makes me just wanna kill myself honestly. Why can't littles just live in this world without having our every move questioned and belittled? https://twitter.com/miiriya_miiriya/status/1310268773237227521
You really wanna know why I'm a little? Because I'm autistic. Because I'm mentally ill. Because I went through incredibly traumatic mental health episodes in my teens and thus, never got the chance to grow up properly. Regressing helps me cope with everything.
Despite my age regression, I'm also a kinky adult & I want to express that side when not regressed. That's what DDLG is and you guys have it all wrong. There are some people who have sex in little space but they usually use it as a coping mechanism for childhood sexual trauma!!!
But you don't care about that, do you? You just care about hurting littles. Well, well done. You ruined this little's night. 😔 I hope you're proud.

As for caregivers, no, they aren't paedophiles either. They aren't attracted to us *bc* we act like children.
They're attracted to us bc of us. Bc we are attractive adults to them regardless. And we littles *can* think for ourselves, thanks. 😒

And I hate how y'all just constantly go on abt sex like as if that's all we do. You have no clue abt D/S relationships and it shows.
There's sm more to CG/L dynamics than just sex. There's rules and routines to help littles with personal care, there's service submission where the little will take care of chores for their caregiver, there's playing with toys, colouring and reading stories.
There's watching cartoons and Disney movies and even changing your little into different clothes everyday and, for some caregivers, even changing the littles' nappies/diapers. There's shopping for your little and ofc, normal vanilla duties to do out in public.
There's sm more to D/S dynamics than just sex, especially in CG/L dynamics. So no, we're not acting like a baby for sexual kicks. We are age regressing within a D/S dynamic and that age regression mostly takes place outside of the bedroom. Heck, I'm single & I still age regress.
Cause age regression is part of me. It has been since I was 10 years old and it always will be. This community helps me embrace it rather than be ashamed of it. But I log on here everyday and make the stupid mistake of looking up DDLG stuff and I get hit with this shit.
So thanks for setting off my usually-well-controlled-by-medication POCD. I'm so done with this hellsite tbh. If it wasn't for having the sweetest moots, I would be gone. Being called a paedophile constantly is so triggering for me honestly. It makes me wanna fucking shoot myself.
And then I have to do my compulsions and I feel like a failure. All bc some asshole online decided they know more abt a community they're not even in than the actual members of said community do. All bc that asshole decided the world needed to hear their shitty opinions.
Anyway, I miss therapy bc getting to hear that I wasn't a paedo and that my intrusive thoughts weren't my fault every week was really nice 🥺👉👈 Deadass I miss therapy, how fucking sad is that. 😅😭💔
Also I'm terrified to post this thread bc I've never been this open abt POCD😣
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