Happy Folsom Weekend!

If there was a '20 event, I'd be staying home. Some stuff leading up to last year's event hurt my self confidence as a kinkster and I've decided to get it off my chest and have threaded this, so you can mute the entire thread if you wanna skip it

A few weeks before Folsom '19, a few parties hit me up excitedly, said they'd be in town a week leading up to Folsom and expressed interest in meeting for dinner/coffee. Once they arrived, I poked, got a reply or two but generally radio silence. I knew some were busy because they

tweeted about it. One of them, I only knew he was in town because his host brought him to a furry house party.

The day before Folsom, I got a "sorry, see you @ folsom" or two. I said "OK" knowing it wouldn't happen bc there's 400k people and it's hard to randomly run into ppl

A few weeks after, I got a "Sorry, we missed you" from some, another only messages me when he sees me post a dick pic.

The difference between this and failing to meet up at a furry con is that people usually don't show up a week beforehand with free time

The whole thing, combined with something that happened a few months later, reinforced my insecurity that I'm not particularly interesting or desirable.

Though an event in Jan helped rebuild some of my confidence, my mind's come back to this a lot and I'm not sure how to fully

get over it.

This is something I'd been meaning to get off my chest for a while and I'll probably end up deleting these tweets in a day or two or just forget and just leave this thread up.

If you made it this far, thanks for reading. Replies are locked but my DMs are open