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If there was a '20 event, I'd be staying home. Some stuff leading up to last year's event hurt my self confidence as a kinkster and I've decided to get it off my chest and have threaded this, so you can mute the entire thread if you wanna skip it
If there was a '20 event, I'd be staying home. Some stuff leading up to last year's event hurt my self confidence as a kinkster and I've decided to get it off my chest and have threaded this, so you can mute the entire thread if you wanna skip it
A few weeks before Folsom '19, a few parties hit me up excitedly, said they'd be in town a week leading up to Folsom and expressed interest in meeting for dinner/coffee. Once they arrived, I poked, got a reply or two but generally radio silence. I knew some were busy because they
tweeted about it. One of them, I only knew he was in town because his host brought him to a furry house party.
The day before Folsom, I got a "sorry, see you @ folsom" or two. I said "OK" knowing it wouldn't happen bc there's 400k people and it's hard to randomly run into ppl
The day before Folsom, I got a "sorry, see you @ folsom" or two. I said "OK" knowing it wouldn't happen bc there's 400k people and it's hard to randomly run into ppl
A few weeks after, I got a "Sorry, we missed you" from some, another only messages me when he sees me post a dick pic.
The difference between this and failing to meet up at a furry con is that people usually don't show up a week beforehand with free time
The difference between this and failing to meet up at a furry con is that people usually don't show up a week beforehand with free time
The whole thing, combined with something that happened a few months later, reinforced my insecurity that I'm not particularly interesting or desirable.
Though an event in Jan helped rebuild some of my confidence, my mind's come back to this a lot and I'm not sure how to fully
Though an event in Jan helped rebuild some of my confidence, my mind's come back to this a lot and I'm not sure how to fully
get over it.
This is something I'd been meaning to get off my chest for a while and I'll probably end up deleting these tweets in a day or two or just forget and just leave this thread up.
If you made it this far, thanks for reading. Replies are locked but my DMs are open
This is something I'd been meaning to get off my chest for a while and I'll probably end up deleting these tweets in a day or two or just forget and just leave this thread up.
If you made it this far, thanks for reading. Replies are locked but my DMs are open
