Seeing an RE mutual that I considered a friend deactivate twitter is really sad, I know they came back but it really made me reflect on the toxicity I’ve experienced this year.

Specifically on twitter and I’ve been trying to hang in there, trying to stay positive and so on +

It really reminds me of all the pain I’ve experienced here on Twitter...

Pain that was caused by toxic people who I once thought were my friends.

The act of those people cost me a lot of dreams, made me feel excluded until eventually I had to go back to running +

I am still a huge fan of resident evil and I will be on board with everything they have planned for the future.

I realized that it wasn’t my fault, I didn’t do anything... it feels like they just left me for good in the darkness. +

I’ve met some downright toxic people here on twitter who would just block me out of the blue, most of them I thought I was cool with.

And others could’ve handled it better instead of causing me agony and they should’ve been more understanding of me and my reasons +

I was a shy person, someone afraid of messing up our relationship and I did but it was really their fault.

These people caused me so much agony that I carry with me everyday.

This person was a fan of RE as much as I was and she didn deserve any of that negativity. +

To believe those people who caused me such pain, their mistakes cost me friends, dreams and so on...

Shame on you if you’re one of those people.

The wounds you’ve opened inside my heart feels like they were never stitched together.

And you know the cause of all this? +

TOXIC PEOPLE in that fandom, people complaining over stuff when we’re just out here to enjoy ourselves with games and shit.

This place could’ve been a better one for those fandoms but no, toxicity 24/7. +

If you think I started this thread over someone wounding my heart, to call you mislead would be an understatement.

And it is because of all this I’ve been less active, trying to deal with the pain that has been tackling and hunting me down. +