I don't want to do this but the utter shock, disbelief and pain since last night has gotten too much. I keep thinking some people are nice because their friends vouch for them and they dont have a history of abuse but they end up following the same pattern.

Either I'm deluded or all men take your affection and soft corner for them first granted and discard you over minor inconveniences. I was in a relationship with @/funkysabbath. Yes it's a private thing and I should not be tweeting about it but I am-

beyond enraged and traumatized. I've been gaslighted, lied to, I've had my privacy violated and my secrets/sexual orientation disclosed to my family because this person gets riled up over me subtweeting him.

I'm not given space to communicate, I sensed a pattern of being abused and it drives me to the edge because I'm already suicidal. When I get fearful because of it or feel like I'm being abused I'm just coerced into silence.