I don& #39;t want to do this but the utter shock, disbelief and pain since last night has gotten too much. I keep thinking some people are nice because their friends vouch for them and they dont have a history of abuse but they end up following the same pattern.

Either I& #39;m deluded or all men take your affection and soft corner for them first granted and discard you over minor inconveniences. I was in a relationship with @/funkysabbath. Yes it& #39;s a private thing and I should not be tweeting about it but I am-

beyond enraged and traumatized. I& #39;ve been gaslighted, lied to, I& #39;ve had my privacy violated and my secrets/sexual orientation disclosed to my family because this person gets riled up over me subtweeting him.

I& #39;m not given space to communicate, I sensed a pattern of being abused and it drives me to the edge because I& #39;m already suicidal. When I get fearful because of it or feel like I& #39;m being abused I& #39;m just coerced into silence.