Dad was with us for just nine months after this photo. It& #39;s three months since he died and I don& #39;t think I& #39;ve actually accepted it yet. I stop myself from thinking about it. I worry that I& #39;m not dealing with it, just avoiding it. Can anyone relate? Am I a weirdo?

I had a right good cry after posting this. It& #39;s funny how it just appears in waves like that. Anyhow, I& #39;ve decided that the rest of the day will involve lots of toys, cute books about puppies, snuggles and naps https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😊" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit lächelnden Augen" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit lächelnden Augen">
I should probably check what Francis is up to as well https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Gesicht mit Freudentränen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit Freudentränen">