I should be asleep but instead I'm sitting here wondering if Lauriam still thinks his sister is alive. Has he just been looking for closure this whole time? Or has he held out hope?

Imagine starting to come to terms with the idea that your sister might have gotten caught up in the war you begged her to avoid only to find out she was Murdered, Actually.

Goddd I can't wait to see how he finds out.

The whirlwind of emotions as Lauriam first processes the fact that she was *supposed to be a union leader alongside him* followed immediately by why that didn't come to pass.........

I'm bad at fluff bc everything I touch turns to angst and regret but someone should step up with a "nothing bad happens to Strelitzia and both of them are union leaders" au

Oh I completely forgot why I started this thread:

How long did he keep up the search thinking she was out there somewhere and just didn't want to come home, didn't look for him, was avoiding him?