i feel really bad because i cant like,, forget about the shit people said/did to me even if its "not that big of a deal"

like i still think about shit ive literally said i was over and even some really small shit,, like "its just ___?" and stuff like that just kinda,, honestly
they kind of hurt me to hear or even see and as much as i dont want problems to come out of it,, i seriously cant help but get hung up on this kind of shit because i am very much emotionally vulnerable/unstable

and trust me, im really trying my best to deal with these kinds of
things but its REALLY not fucking easy when people dont understand how much things fucking affect you and just kinda,, dont really care either? like i know a lot of you DO care and as much as i appreciate that, when people have hurt me i have an INCREDIBLY difficult time
forgiving them for it, even some of my closest friends i still feel distanced from because theyve accidently hurt me on multiple occasions and i still havent confronted them about it.

a couple of you know who you are and i get youre struggling with shit too and i want to try to
help you too, and if im saying smth wrong let me know but if shit hurts me then please just own up to it. i dont want you to feel guilty, or bad, or like youve "fucked up", i just want you to understand that those kinds of things hurt me, sometimes a little, and othertimes i cant
sleep for weeks because im up thinking about it. i should probably confront people about it, and im sorry i dont, its just normally when i do people end up telling me excuses and that i do the same shit instead of just,, an apology.

anyways please just be mindful i guess, or at
the very least try to be?

this thread makes me kind of want to confront people about the stuff theyve said to me that indirectly hurt me, so yeah

thanks for reading ig
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