There’s this video going around with this girl mad about how some people make it trait to be late to things/it’s really rude but she talks about it in such a belittling manner

Fun fact: I am always late but I just recently learned it’s cause of my mental illness lmao

My friends deadass know they can expect me to be late from like 30 min-1hr and I hate it ;-; like I hate being late and I hate making it seem like I don’t care about ppls time but I have this problem where I lose things and I spend an hour looking for them (keys, wallet, etc)

And i hate being told “just keep things in their spot”

SHUT UP SHUT UP

Like obviously I’ve tried different things! It’s just a problem I have and I hate wasting my time looking for my keys when I thought I left it in the spot I am supposed to. Like I hate myself for it

And just recently I found out it’s because of my mental issues that I have this problem. I used to think it was just cause I am irresponsible/stupid. Like how stupid am I to misplace my keys/wallet/backpack/SOMETHING literally every day. I would waste a whole hour of my day

But yeah. There wasn’t really a point to this thread. I just got mad seeing the video but also frustrated that I let myself think I was simply stupid when in reality there’s just some things I naturally struggle with and I shouldn’t punish myself + shouldn’t be punished by others