Vape& #39;s out of juice tonight. Quitting cold turkey. Ready for a change.
72 hour update: cravings have subsided & I feel strong mentally!
1 week update: Cravings feel completely gone. Housemate offered me a bong rip last night and I confidently declined the offer. Lung capacity feels better than ever. These tweets are for anyone whoever stumbles upon them in the future and needs motivation. Sobriety is magnificent!
I smoked a joint today in response to stress from a young woman. This goes to show the journey to absolute sobriety is a long trek...

I heard a mother who aborted her first unborn child tell me that she wouldn& #39;t mind if her most recent daughter died on the streets & I felt that.
I could& #39;ve walked away from this the first time I smoked with her. My subconscious somehow convinced her mom it& #39;d be safe to let her 19-year-old daughter stay with a stranger like me, who& #39;s not her husband. I feel like a predator. After this I& #39;m sobering up again–from porn too.
Finished the rest of the weed and downed a 6-pack of Fat Tire IPAs over the past two days. I don& #39;t miss this vibe. Ready to be sober again.

No more porn. It& #39;s made me so attracted to deflowered women. Time to unlearn that.

Scripture only permits marriage with virgins or widows.
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