Vape's out of juice tonight. Quitting cold turkey. Ready for a change.
72 hour update: cravings have subsided & I feel strong mentally!
1 week update: Cravings feel completely gone. Housemate offered me a bong rip last night and I confidently declined the offer. Lung capacity feels better than ever. These tweets are for anyone whoever stumbles upon them in the future and needs motivation. Sobriety is magnificent!
I smoked a joint today in response to stress from a young woman. This goes to show the journey to absolute sobriety is a long trek...

I heard a mother who aborted her first unborn child tell me that she wouldn't mind if her most recent daughter died on the streets & I felt that.
I could've walked away from this the first time I smoked with her. My subconscious somehow convinced her mom it'd be safe to let her 19-year-old daughter stay with a stranger like me, who's not her husband. I feel like a predator. After this I'm sobering up again–from porn too.
Finished the rest of the weed and downed a 6-pack of Fat Tire IPAs over the past two days. I don't miss this vibe. Ready to be sober again.

No more porn. It's made me so attracted to deflowered women. Time to unlearn that.

Scripture only permits marriage with virgins or widows.
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