on how i became the middle school whore overnight :) (technically two nights but anyways
Back story: i was best friends w this girl lets call her....BLUE! okay so blue was my best friend. i loved being her friend. and when you have best friends you tell them everything right...RIGHT. so just remember that for later. Now continuing on, i met this other friend +
letâs call her kay. so kay quickly became my realky super duper close friend. like it was crazy. i literally still miss her. she moved away. she was my fav
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https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Gebrochenes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Gebrochenes Herz"> kay if ur seeing this i love you and i miss you huuuu
https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ" title="Gebrochenes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Gebrochenes Herz"> letâs binge watch supernatural together while eating goldfish+
anyway so kay and i quickly became best friends as well. kay decided to introduce me to her other friends and when i tell you this ONE boy in the friend group i fell in âloveâ right then in there he literally as me at hello. now letâs call him,,,curly! so i started to like him+
later on i decided hey, let me bring blue into this great friendship circle. and so i did...bad mf idea. so remember when i said best friends tell eachother everything. well i told blue that i liked curly. fast forward like two weeks maybe one idk. kay walks up to me like +
in a sus way. and iâm like ugh
https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đł" title="Errötetes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Errötetes Gesicht"> whatâs up kay you good??? and kay say are YOU good ? so iâm sitting there like mane tf is kay talkin about iâm great. curly just had invited me to his bday movie party and i was living life to the fullest at age 13. but kay wasnât having it+
kay begins to tell me about what happened that lunch period. curly and blue are now DATING. my bestfriend (blue) is now dating the love of my middle schooler selfs life, curly. and at first both me and kay thought wow so curly liked blue this whole time ??? mf wild we thinks +
but at the same time i was really upset because i trusted blue and she let me down. and it actually really mf hurted. especially when she decided to rub it in my face every chance she got. LITERALLY every chance. so ofc i kept it down and said nothing but +
me?? oh i was fucking LIVID. but i was too nice and naive back then to show it and ruin something for my âbestfriendâ blue. so fast forward to curlys bday movie night. we go to the theater to watch the doctor who movie. (which slapped oh my god) on the drive there +
curlys mom starts talking about blue. and iâm sitting there like. btw where tf IS blue. and curly goes she had a dentist appointment. but iâm really confused bc itâs literally like 8pm who finna have a dentist appt at this hour???+
anyways so curlys mom goes âso joss when will you marry my sonâ the way i sat there like âMAAM WHAT?â
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continuing the drive. we start talking about blue again. and curly goes â i didnât even like her, she asked me to be her bf at lunch and i couldnât just say no. that would be messed up. she was my friend beforeâ like sir WTF. i almost exploded bc i got so mad at blue for lying +
mind you blue had told me curly asked HER out not the other way around. . anyways....i ended up getting over it before we even got to the movie theater. but what happens in the movie theater just makes this story so much more annoyingly stereotypically middle school drama+
so the movie starts right,, and this loud ass banging noise comes on and flinch a little cause i canât w unexpected loud noises. and curly goes âare you scared lemme hold your handâ yâall when i tell you i screamed...on the inside bc wtf bruv?? but i was really scared to say no+
so ofc i said yes and held his hand for a couple minutes before we let go to continue eating a children snacks. fast forward to the next school day. iâm sitting in chorus class talking to one of my close friends letâs call her...anne. so i told her about the hand holding+
and one of blues many best friends was listening in and ended up telling blue. blue gets mad at me and asks me if it really happened and i was like oh shit wtf do i say and my dumb ass goes. â nah that ainât me chief, never happened.â like....damn ahshdg i was scared okay +
tw // anxiety
ihated confrontation back then. it gave me so much anxiety you have no idea. anyways blue moves on and doesnât question it again. NOW. on to the turning point. i get invited by the infamous friend group to go to the county carnival right,, including curly +
ihated confrontation back then. it gave me so much anxiety you have no idea. anyways blue moves on and doesnât question it again. NOW. on to the turning point. i get invited by the infamous friend group to go to the county carnival right,, including curly +
after the carnival we all decide to go to our friends house( letâs call him bee) to chill and hang out more....bad mf idea. i was THE ONLY GIRL THERE AFTER MY OTHER FEMALE FRIEND LEFT TO GO HOME WITH HER BOYFRIEND. so bee gets this brilliant idea to mf play truth or dare. +
itâs all going smooth until bee does the unthinkable and says âcurly i dare you to kiss joss for 30 seconds and let me record itâ curly refuses for it to be recorded but accepts the dare. HE ACCEPTS THE FUCKIN DARE BRUVS. like nooooo my nerves skyrocketed to another planet +
tw // anxiety attack
and so we kiss for 30 seconds, but then it ended up being us kissing for a while ass minute and bee was just standing there like
https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đ§đ»" title="Stehende Person (heller Hautton)" aria-label="Emoji: Stehende Person (heller Hautton)">after it all i go to use the bathroom and have a full blown anxiety attack and then i come like nothing happened hahahshsg+
and so we kiss for 30 seconds, but then it ended up being us kissing for a while ass minute and bee was just standing there like
we all decide to keep it a secret. then that monday im in chorus again and iâm talking to anne and i tell her about the kiss because i was not okay about it. it was a lot for me to handle atm. and ofc blues little friend is listening in and obv tells blue. +
THEN the tuesday (i will forever remember this terrible tuesday) i arrive at da school and go to the school bus to meet blue and in all honesty, i literally forgot ab what had occurred that weekend bc i wished it hadnât +
blue walks off the bus. in TEARS. when i tell you this girl was BALLING. i felt like the most evil person alive. LITERALLY. she starts yelling i tell her the truth & confirm it ofc. i couldnât lie more. then i go and find curly and scream dramatically as if i was in a drama +
âWHY THE FUCK DID YOU TELL HERâ and curly goes â BECAUSE I HAVE SOMETHING CALLED GUILTâ and the way i walked the fuck off crying and angry with myself and curly for mf accepting the dare. everyone knew the word no was rarely uttered by me but anyways +
they stay together and decide to no longer be MY friend. as if it was me who WANTED to kissed curly. as if he didnât want the dare.....fuckin hated it there. and then i went to try to talk to blue and see it out maybe ask for forgiveness..or something idk i was really upset +
and this like friend of blues comes up in front of blue and goes âdonât you dare fucking talk to her iâll fucking beat your ass you whoreâ I WAS LIKE HUH?!!2!:$:$;; what the FUCK. and iâm here scared asf bc this 5â6 girl is ab to beat my ass and iâm literally still 4â10 hhh+
so the weeks following this iâm just being called a whore and a slut and a homewrecker (even tho blue fucked me over first) and if ass just a lot to handle as a 13 year old who had just gotten her second kiss ever during a mf truth or dare game. moral of the story...+
donât tell anyone who you like. youâll end up being called a whore and almost having your ass beat hhhh
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hahsgd youâre welcome @sevensinnz