I miss my grandma man, she hasn’t passed or anything but she is in a fight with Alzheimer’s and I know the time is coming soon. Shit sucks because I haven’t seen her in years and due to things I can’t control I haven’t had a chance to see her.

And honestly I just want to say goodbye and thank you. Not having the opportunity to do that haunts me now and I know it will in the future. I have plants now, going to remain physically active, and become a better man because that’s what she would want.

At the same time tho I wish I could just see her and tell her how much I appreciate everything she’s done for me and I may not have appreciated at the time, but I certainly do now. Life short man tell your people you love them while you still can.