I know I shouldn& #39;t be but I am so bummed https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😞" title="Enttäuschtes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Enttäuschtes Gesicht">. I saw a tweet about law firms looking for trans med mal cases probably due to https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🧜‍♀️" title="Meerjungfrau" aria-label="Emoji: Meerjungfrau"> Mermaids UK Trans getting booted and I just sobbed.

My life has been cut short, I have a handicapped arm for life, I lost my house, my car, my wife,

my job, my career, my dignity. I& #39;ve been laughed at in the ER shunned, not able to think with a reoccurring bacteria infection from trans health, no one thought I was sick, even my family, I was alone trying to survive from botched trans health, I& #39;ve passed out from pain to

awake alone on the bathroom floor, with no one. I moved 1200 miles, packed my house that I lost & drove to be with my kids while having a bacteria infection most would crumble from. I did this alone; no one thought I was sick, the ER doctors; I would hear them laugh at me, "Oh

that trans guy in room 1 fake penis," ha ha. The trauma of it all cause me to not able to leave my house for 6 month. I have lost every part of everything that I worked for my entire life and now I live in an unfinished basement as I pick up the pieces. But, I did it, I

picked myself up to save other people& #39;s kids from medical transition. I outed myself, my family, I have been relentless, writing politicians, I& #39;ve probably called 1500 people, written 2000 emails and letters, I& #39;ve had death threats, I& #39;ve been attacked by radical trans, from

radical feminist, from religious people. I have been accosted for working with religious people, Ive been accused of not being sincere and now a small percentage and I know its small percentage (please dont send me hate, I know its small) of my efforts have led the way for others

to be financially compensated by Trans Surgeons like Dr. Crane.

I know this is suppose to be a celebretory time & I& #39;m so happy, but seeing that tweet about attorneys now seeking trans patients for medical malpractice made me, well sob. My time is up, legally I can& #39;t file a

case, window shut.

So today is a bad day, tomorrow will be better but today, I& #39;m allowing myself to sob and feel sorry for myself.

Warrior taking a deep breath, releasing to continue to fight again tomorrow.