to them ; a thread

this played and i remembered u

i know u don't care, but i'm recovering. i'm getting over you. getting over us. and i'm so proud of myself.

thinking about you still hurts, yes. but i'll get to that point where i'll be ok someday.

i hope u're doing well. because that's all i want.

i lied about me not loving you anymore. i loved you so much. with my whole life. what we were just didn't feel right anymore.

i was so damaged and broken with you, and you know i don't forget.

what you did after us hurt. yes, i know about it. and it hurt like a motherfucker.

i am livid, yes. i hope you understand why.

i wish you found someone new. someone who understands you. someone who will stay. someone who will love you more than i did.

i hope i forget about you. but out of all the things i forget, you aren't one of them. and that sucks.

sometimes i regret meeting you or saying yes. but what we had was so special and i'm thankful for those moments.

now i just hope you forget about me and live happily without me.

i can listen to our songs again, by the way.

after so many months of avoiding every song and artist we listened to together, i can listen to them now all by myself without negative emotions.

i'm proud of me now.

i hope you're proud too.

writing this made me sad. so bye for now.

love,
me

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