Ok this is to anyone who has or has had hyperfixations. Do you or have you ever loved & hated the thing you were fixated on? Cuz I& #39;m currently experiencing that & I dont like it. I dont want to feel this way. Usually mine last a few wks to a month, normally.>>>>>

However my current one has lasted months. Could that be why? Cuz its lasted so long this time. I& #39;m trying to do other stuff as well, but even so I still end up right back to this. Also it normally happens w/tv, movies, music, books etc. And while technically it is w/music >>>>>

It& #39;s also about the person behind the music as well. And I& #39;ve found that even tho they along with their music comfort me, when I need it most, I also feel uncomfortable w/myself for relying so heavily on them like this. And making someone Idk & who doesn& #39;t know me such an >>>>>

Important & huge role in my life. Ig this rly started bothering me when my bff, made a comment on how much I listen, talk about & watch them. I mean it nearly brought me to tears(which also makes me feel bad) cuz I dont think it& #39;s wrong, that I like them so much. >>>>>

I& #39;ve never done anything inappropriate regarding them & I never would. I wholeheartedly respect them & what they do. So I never saw it as a problem. But I cant stop thinking about the offhand comments they made. Sry for the super long rant. I& #39;d appreciate any feedback.https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💙" title="Blaues Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Blaues Herz">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💜" title="Violettes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Violettes Herz">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💙" title="Blaues Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Blaues Herz">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💜" title="Violettes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Violettes Herz">