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ive been doing a few small things in my life to just make me feel a little bit lighter/happier so that when it comes to tackling the big stuff they hopefully won't feel as big anymore and honestly its feeling rlly nice ))))): like i AM feelings better
like ive been taking extra time to make sure i take better care of myself. like washing my face and using moisturizer and starting to take my showers in the morning again and keeping my space more clean (even tho i keep accidentally getting glitter everywhere +
but im not rlly complaining bc tbh i love glitter and don't mind having it stuck to me and everything i own at all times) and im a l m o s t satisfied by how clean my space is to where i can comfortably invite my friend over and finally get my cardigan back and +
get rid of the crippling guilt that has been sitting in me since like may when i let her borrow it and when i see it her ill FINALLY ALSO get to have my burning desire for physical affection fed bc she's just as touchy as i am and i have not hung out with anyone in like +
two years and im fucking lonely and touch starved bc my family has somehow convinced themselves i am allergic to physically affection and my best friend is not a touchy person and that's just upsetting ): but !!! my main point !!! things are feeling better! i feel better!!!!!!!!!
sorry abt this thread of my lame feelings it's just been a long long time since ive felt any kind of okay and it feels really good to start feeling okay again
