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ive been thinking about this literally everyday since it happened and i want to punch myself so hard for being such an idiot and writing that shitty parody of an explanation because it& #39;s not even an apology at all. i& #39;ll do it better now since i acknowledged what& #39;s wrong with it.+ https://twitter.com/l_am_jungkook/status/1304856384815722496">https://twitter.com/l_am_jung...
first i shouldve been clear about what i said. i used the r-slur in context to offend someone (but not really offend, we were just bickering). but at the time i didn& #39;t know what it really means, i didn& #39;t know it& #39;s used as an insult towards neurodivergent people. i know it is+
not a valid argument, but english is not my first language and all the times i came across the r-slur i didnt think much of it nor translated it, i just figured its meaning from the context, and that& #39;s only my fault. if i knew what it really means and how+
offensive it is then, i swear on my life i would never use it. i had no bad intentions saying it, but i know it doesnt justify it anyway, i shouldve just known. if you click on quoted replies to the tweet im quoting here, you& #39;ll see i refused to apologize after someone+
asked me to do it, but i wrote it fast, thinking they mean i should just apologize to tae, which i was bickering with then; i was still uneducated about the real meaning of this word at the time. i know my earlier explanation is a whole trash, i really do. and i really dont want+
to victimize myself here, but i don& #39;t want you to think i wrote that in a hurry "just to be over with the drama".
tw here // panic attack
i was having one because of stress from this situation, i could barely breathe or move, let alone form a coherent sentence in+
tw here // panic attack
i was having one because of stress from this situation, i could barely breathe or move, let alone form a coherent sentence in+
english. [please dont try to comfort me here, it was only my fault and it was deserved so please dont focus on it & #39;cause it& #39;s not important at all in this situation]. i knew i have to write my explanation well, but at the same time make it fast. that& #39;s why it came out so shitty,+
i really want to beat myself up so bad for it. and i wanted to correct it every day since then, i was just afraid it will end up like that again; i knew i need some time to really notice my mistakes so i wont make the next hurried shit.+
what i want to say is that im truly sorry to all people i offended and could have offended with my words. i was using the word "explanation" all along in this thread, because what i said in the quoted tweet was not an apology at all.+
im so sorry, i truly mean it. i can assure you i will never say it again and i will tell people around me to stop using that if they do and explain why they shouldnt do it. i love all people as long as they dont hurt anyone and ive met neurodivergent people in+
real life, so i know they& #39;re not any different or, much less, worse than me. i never even thought like that, i was lucky enough to have a family who always taught me to be the best person i can, and i still live by that. therefore i want all people to feel safe and worthy when+
seeing my tweets or talking to me. again, if you& #39;re not hurting anyone, there& #39;s nothing wrong with you. you should feel loved and valid all the time, you dont deserve the contrary. i know im always shits and giggles on here, but if you ever feel like+
you need someone to talk with or just listen to you, and you have no one, my dms are always open, i check all of them. i live in poland, so if you& #39;re from here too and feel like you need something more than just a talk, ill do my best to help you, whatever it is.+
lastly i just want to say we all have to respect each other; therefore educate yourself on bad words, think twice before you insult someone, also respect people& #39;s pronouns and boundaries even if you dont like them, that& #39;s just basic human kindness. even if you& #39;re bickering make+
sure the other person is comfortable with it and knows you dont really mean it (but dont use too harsh words, they can hurt even as a joke). just be a nice person, there& #39;s no reasoning behind being mean and disrespectful just because. respect all races, ethnicities, sexualities,+
gender identities, religions and everything else i cant think of right now. dont look down at people right away, dont be insensitive, dont hate. also dont be too harsh on yourself, you& #39;re amazing and worthy, you shouldnt listen to people that tell you otherwise.+
love yourself and love everyone.
if you& #39;re not a person that could get offended by my use of this word, dont say it& #39;s okay or thank me, you& #39;re not in a place to do so. just ignore it. also i forgot to add i talked with my followers that i offended privately right after, just wanted to mention it so you know+
that this quoted tweet wasnt the only thing i did after realizing what i really said. i think that& #39;s everything i wanted to say, thank you if you read it all.
