personal (so you obviously don’t have to say anything)

whats the worst thing you’ve done to someone ?? or worst way you’ve treated someone.

definitely not judging but this might be cathartic https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👉🏼" title="Rückhand Zeigefinger nach rechts (mittelheller Hautton)" aria-label="Emoji: Rückhand Zeigefinger nach rechts (mittelheller Hautton)">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👈🏼" title="Rückhand Zeigefinger nach links (mittelheller Hautton)" aria-label="Emoji: Rückhand Zeigefinger nach links (mittelheller Hautton)"> and im here to listen

I’ll start, one time after weeks of avoiding an ex/close friend i left campus at night but still had time to kill before my ride came. i finally asked to see this person (solely out of convenience) & we spent time at a park talking. they gave me a thoughtful birthday gift and

continued to stare at me with such admiration & filled my ears with words of love. mind u they spent months dedicated to trying to be better for me & trying to learn how to love correctly even with their hardships. they took all the blame for the break up, which was unjust but i-

always failed to correct them bc i was prideful at this point of life. at this moment though i realized how in love with me they were & i didnt know how to feel or what to do because it wasnt mutual. after an hour of catching up i told them i had to leave, i did, but only to see-

the person i was falling in love with, who lived very close by. i lied to protect their feelings & told them i was going back to the bus station. they insisted, and insisted on walking me there but i kept denying and hid behind this loving and kind persona that i was wearing

i left and the person i was seeing met up with me outside & i spent a couple minutes just on the sidewalk in their embrace, hugging & kissing. i got a text 30 minutes later saying
“you didn’t have to lie to me you know” https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht"> I KNEW I DONE FUCKED UP

they lost their wallet on our walk to the park & when they were waking around to retrieve it, they saw me there with that person.

instead of apologizing i lashed out on them & said some unspeakable things. anyways, the person i was falling in love with ended up doing me 1000x worse