Yesterday while doing my makeup for studio I randomly remembered a conversation I had with a BITCHY member on my cheer squad. She told me I should *always* wear makeup lol and it brought back a lot of memories that you unfortunately have to hear about now SORRY

I was treated like garbage when I made the cheer team because I had never done it, but also i didn't fit the stereotype. I was a music nerd and quirky (like I am now) still super into football. I def wasn't popular but I could be friends with anyone if they'd give me their time

Anyway, my teammates literally bullied me and random kids in the bullied me, for what? Because I didn't follow some weird school hierarchy? Fuck y'all that's goofy. I thought it was ridiculous then but looking back through older eyes that was the stupidest shit.

Let people do what they want. I'm very proud of young me, she did what the fuck she wanted, wore what she wanted, and always tried new things, even if she wasn't the best.

As stupid as all of that was, I think it helped make me who I am now. If I ever have children or nieces/nephews I want to help enstill that in them. You can and should try anything you're interested regardless of fear or what the "HiErArChY" says. Except meth, no meth.

That's why I do things I'm NOT very good at yet. That's why I post videos of me rapping, trying to wap, and cooking. I'm not great *yet* but im passionate and with my work ethic and heart I know I have the capacity to be amazing at anything I put my mind to.

In conclusion: girl I referenced in this thread, I hope you fix your stank ass energy and I feel bad for the children you teach OPE