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lets be honest for the TL one time, breakups suck and i cried so much today
Gonna continue to keep this honest, was stuck in traffic, was crying and for a solid 10 min I watched tears form and fall. I was ok with it.
The point of this thread I guess isn’t to get sympathy, for me it’s about allowing myself to feel bad, good, and everything in between and make it ok. Make it known that people can relate and that’s what makes us all human. 
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“Standing calmly at the crossroads, no desire to run
There& #39;s no hurry anymore when all is said and done”
I feel some sadness, scared a bit, and hopeful too for the future. I just can’t move out of bed no matter how I feel. Feel no desire to move yet i know the world won’t wait.
There& #39;s no hurry anymore when all is said and done”
I feel some sadness, scared a bit, and hopeful too for the future. I just can’t move out of bed no matter how I feel. Feel no desire to move yet i know the world won’t wait.
Things out of your control seem the most unfair. Always will be
Everyday Is a gift. Value what you have while you got it
I don’t know who will see this but if you have any music or movie recommendations that might help uplift someone like me going through it then please drop it in this thread. And if it gets to be a big collection RT, you never know who you might be helping
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i think ive realized one thing just now. Being alone with myself for a bit but having my life continue around me has shown me that i deep down am not enjoying my life. im not enjoying my life that I KNOW is good and easy. i just carried on without seeing the joy in the small-
-things around me. the beauty and pure life that is happening. the owner and dog going for a walk, the parent watching their kids play soccer in the driveway. the couple having a picnic. its stuff that i saw but never saw how beautiful it was. Life is what you make it.
Painful sleepless night. Woke up thinking I got a call and the pain my imagination is causing on my heart is like a dog looking through glass into the house and a kid seeing him laughing but continuing on. I’m not over it but mentally I’m so tired of this feeling.
I know I’m not the most outward person ever but if you have any advice pls dm me.
Woke up with a lot of advice to process and trust me I’m trying to use them. It’s slow using the advice from someone else’s life experience but I’m so grateful for the support. You guys have no idea
ive come to terms with alot of things recently. but one thing that i wont regret is taking a risk for love. i know love is a risk, i had never thought myself as ready for something like that but there i was. it was worth it, this person was worth it. they still are.
"Love is a two way feeling, so if you take risks by opening your heart, remember that she is also taking the same risk by letting you know her as who she really is."
i dont know if she is gonna read this but i felt it both ways. she took the risk for me too. i wont forget that.
i dont know if she is gonna read this but i felt it both ways. she took the risk for me too. i wont forget that.
i am taking positive steps today dont get me wrong. found myself driving and singing to my music again. got an Icee because i felt like it. enjoyed a nap because i could. eating a tasty lobster dinner. im getting better its just gonna look insignificant, but to me its huge
If it’s one thing I’ve learned from the past few days is idgaf. The worlds a crazy sad and confusing place. Me speaking my honest feelings good and bad on here is ok. People can like or dislike what I say but it’s the truth. My truth. I’m not gonna hold that back.
I’m gonna look back on this past week and be proud of myself for being open when all I wanted to do was close up. One day.
it seems unfair that the world doesnt pause when you need a break, cars and trains dont slow down. the problem is if i have too much time to myself i go into "what-if". Today was really about letting go of expectations. The more i plan the more i risk, if i just live ill be ok :)
Maybe its the wrong thing to do but ill always have hope.
"But I won& #39;t show or feel any pain
Even though all my armor might rust in the rain
A simple plot
But I know, one day
Good things are coming our way"
"But I won& #39;t show or feel any pain
Even though all my armor might rust in the rain
A simple plot
But I know, one day
Good things are coming our way"
I loved this song before all this but now i feel it deeper than ever. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NFhJRTdmviA">https://www.youtube.com/watch...
Im not gonna delete it but i think this thread has served its purpose for me and had helped me vent out my thoughts immensely. a tough week but so much good came out of it. im gonna be alright. thanks guys.
