im really sorry
im a shitty person
i haven’t grown out of my bad mouthing phase
im delusional to think I earned this
i just used others as a stepping stone
im a selfish human being who fell into horrible habits
i can’t stop crying about it
im really, really sorry
im a shitty person
i haven’t grown out of my bad mouthing phase
im delusional to think I earned this
i just used others as a stepping stone
im a selfish human being who fell into horrible habits
i can’t stop crying about it
im really, really sorry
im sure others have caught on by now, given how I act it’s clear I’m not supervised.
i really need a break but it’s addicting. it’s addicting to see myself break down and cry at stupid shit
it’s addicting to look at drama, point and laugh
and it’s addicting to push everyone away.
i really need a break but it’s addicting. it’s addicting to see myself break down and cry at stupid shit
it’s addicting to look at drama, point and laugh
and it’s addicting to push everyone away.
it’s so addicting it hurts. I need a break but I can’t bring myself to act. i need a push to know I’m making the right decision, but I’m too arrogant to know who pushed and when.
i have the attention span and IQ of a coffee table. i always fuck up and joke at the worst times.
i have the attention span and IQ of a coffee table. i always fuck up and joke at the worst times.
it shows how immature I am. it shows how I handle this shit.
i bet a lot of people are squealing, saying “the wicked bitch finally learned a lesson!” “she’s finally gone!” “no more salty cunts!”
im stupid. ill never compare to her and my family’s made that abundantly clear.
i bet a lot of people are squealing, saying “the wicked bitch finally learned a lesson!” “she’s finally gone!” “no more salty cunts!”
im stupid. ill never compare to her and my family’s made that abundantly clear.
it’s painfully obvious I’m the fuckup of the family, I’m the one who was always reliant on others to the point I’d fuck up when I was alone.
they know that, and keep attempting to mold me but they know it’s not working. dying would put less of a burden on them than me being here.
they know that, and keep attempting to mold me but they know it’s not working. dying would put less of a burden on them than me being here.
and y’know what? i think they know that too.
they locked the medicine in a box, so I can’t OD.
they won’t stop screaming at me about being weak, so they’ll just laugh if they realize I’m dead. calling me a runt and a spoiled bitch like they did before. nothing ever changes.
they locked the medicine in a box, so I can’t OD.
they won’t stop screaming at me about being weak, so they’ll just laugh if they realize I’m dead. calling me a runt and a spoiled bitch like they did before. nothing ever changes.
im deleting twitter. if you know my other socials don’t bother contacting me.
it’s for everyone’s own good if I just stop while I’m ahead. i already piss people off by trying to force myself into friendships. i envy a lot of you, please don’t forget that. don’t feel sorry for me.
it’s for everyone’s own good if I just stop while I’m ahead. i already piss people off by trying to force myself into friendships. i envy a lot of you, please don’t forget that. don’t feel sorry for me.
just spit on the floor, i can see it when I’m going to hell. curse me out, do whatever. say whatever you want to me on this thread. i really appreciate everything you guys have done for me, and I’m sorry I can’t do anything back. im too weak, ill never be enough.
please don’t feel bad, don’t worry about me either. i was never deserving of praise or love. everyone’s made that clear, and I’m sorry I can’t handle it.
im sorry I’m not enough to live up to your expectations, im sorry i don’t get involved.
im really sorry for wasting your time.
im sorry I’m not enough to live up to your expectations, im sorry i don’t get involved.
im really sorry for wasting your time.