its time to break my silence :( im 12 years old & English mysecond language. i followed @lover_baby9 2+ month ago because i thought she was a Muslim like me.
They are lying, their REAL name is Piety and they are a transgender from Russia.

i had no idea but many people tell me that thisperson is well known online for hurting people. piety took advantage of my age and promised to make me a Harem queen, and said im the most beautiful girl in the world AS LOMG as i did everything they wanted.. so i did.

i am young and i dont know a lot of the things that they talked about but hoenslty a lot of it was really scary And weird. When i said i am from Dagestan he said he was Russian Muslim and his name was really Piety. Im super confused idk what to believe anymore...

They had rules we needed to abide By and since Im muslim some@of them seemed normal and for my own good. I dont want to be raped. Piety said they cojldhelp me not be a victim ans i thought that was a good thing? If i didnt obey they would be abusive & gas light me.

i dont have parents who care about me and Piety made me feel safe lkke he wanted me to better my self. But things gotten very strange and somya ask me about my pets and tell me@stories about how they would kill them. One time on discord VC piety asked me if i ever choked my cat

they also habe weird sex addictions they pushed on me.. i wake up to weird messages saying how they wud beat me IRL

i honestly want to cry thinking about this part .....i cant sleep and i think about it all the time but piety also told me that they had track my location and told me name of people i know IRL. Im really scared to come out abt this stuf but theres other girls too.

one time i got a message on Doscord from@one of the other girls in the harem and it was so terrifying. Idont know if i should be scared or if they are joking with me again but I NEVER heard from her again after &all her accounts are deactivated.

i feel so bad abt things isaid bc of piety.. i hated everyone ans he made me feel like he was the only person who could ever love me bevause im so broken. i thought if i became smaller and smaller piety would lkke me the most and leave the other girls alone. It was not enough

i awas exposed to@so much stuff that no other 12 year old should...i know that im too young to b online but i cant change my mistakes. All i can do is try to help the other girls

idk what this means but it seems bad too

Theres many other girls involved that they made Do bad stuff to.... alot of them are getting hate rn but i Met two of them IRL @ARIOSOPHY @glad_youre_back and theyre not who these people are saying they r and we r all dealing with so much rn. Please listen to our stories! #MeToo

i lost 6kg after start talking to Piety. i am now in an outpatient program.