Hi, mga mahal.

I don't know how many people here remember me pa, or if may nakakaalala at all, but I just wanna say this for anyone who does, and for my new mutuals.

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When I made this acc, I made it for the release of my emotions as a fangirl, & to interact with all my wonderful co-stans as well—both new & old members of the fandoms I'm in. I was active na before as a ivos fan no'ng early 2018, but restarted my socmed life later the same year.

It wasn't my intention to take any part in stan twt na, pero I found myself missing the Spaders. :> I'm glad that I came back this way, kasi I met and made some friends din along the way, and I have good memories na rin talaga here.

I made this account for fandom-related purposes, and only intended to tweet about those stuff (with the exception of things that matter, ofc—things that NEED to be talked abt).

While I fully support everyone in however they want to use their acc (as long as it isn't harmful),

in the while before I became inactive for 30 days, I noticed that I HARDLY ever tweet ANYTHING related to the ppl I stan anymore. ———> So it dawned upon me na I just don't have fangirl energy in me anymore. May random spurs minsan, pero my life is already leading me away.

I honestly believe that this is okay. No one ever stays the same way forever.

Don't get me wrong ha, those names on my bio—I cherish them with just as much strength as I did dati, but now I do in a different way. [err, i hope that makes sense.] In a more quiet way siguro.

I also have this toxic relationship with objects of my past, with memories, and ano, basically I just have trouble letting go.

During the first days of September, some things happened, some realizations came, and it's been really good for my mental health.

So ayon, that leads me to this...

In a short while, I'll be working on deleting ALL of the tweets I've made here.

No, I am not deleting this account.

Kasi, I'll continue writing seryes. That will be all this account will be for na after I delete all the tweets.

Since this account will only be used na to practice my writing, para mas mahasa ang abilities ko in story making, I might also not interact with anyone here anymore—at least not on the TL, my DMs will always be open.

BUT,

I'll also be revealing my identity na soon. Not sure when, but soon. Kasi I still want to interact with you all, but I'll probably be doing that through my personal account na—as long as that's okay with you.

Though I admit na, if any of you should follow said personal acc, magiging mas pili na ang ifa-followback ko. :<

Please understand that while I want to be with you all, these decisions were made for my mental health.

So ano, ayon. If you've read this far, maraming salamat, and I genuinely genuinely hope you understand. :< If you have questions about this, I'm open to answering them naman as long as they're respectful.

I really really love you all so so much. But I need to give myself room to really make an effort at being kinder to myself. If you think you might need it as well, I hope you do too in a way that suits you. The methods we need may vary as we're all built differently.

Feel free to stay if you want to read my works, feel free to unfollow if you want to unfollow. ^___^

Thank you all, for everything.

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- sorry if may typos hhhh