i love you all so much idk what i've done in my life to meet you wonderful people. i don't have regrets entering this fandom because it's almost one of my homes now.

i'm not usually the type to befriend people easily. i just don't know how to open up to people since i'm scared of getting rejected. moreso, i'm scared of people leaving.

if i have one regret in my life? that is i didn't come here sooner. these days, i haven't been doing so well irl but talking with people here, seeing my ults happy and stuff.. it kinda erases everything. like an escape.

i came here with the purpose of supporting my faves without interacting with people. i don't wanna be attached with people i'm not gonna meet anyways but as time passes by, i've learned that you don't have to be afraid of being attached.

because like people irl, not all stays, not all leaves. i've formed bonds even stronger than people i've always talked to face-to-face. i've befriended people with faces i won't ever see.

but i guess it won't matter how long you've known each other other or if you know their faces, know their names, where they live and things. you just need people that will understand you and will appreciate you even with the distance and other circumstances.

what's this peptalk doing in my tl im just ruining your night ksksks uhm i'm not a very affectionate person but i love you all so much. my friends. tay who still doesn't notice me but that's okay. new, baby, my lovely angel. krist and singto, the people who brought me here. ilysm