I actually got triggered by that hair cutting tweet because I went through hell in high school survived two suicide attempts and both times I was told I was trying to hurt my mom she will live just fine without me
The hair cutting happened after I was found eating at the hotel catering school with Paddy, I said he is not into women she beat me still cut my hair
A few weeks later she made me quite my lunch job cause I had money to buy myself toiletries & stuff so I can solely depend on her
A few weeks later she made me quite my lunch job cause I had money to buy myself toiletries & stuff so I can solely depend on her
She gave me condoms in grd 10 I told her I’m not having sex I will wait till varsity she took me to the dr got me on contraception
I gave those condoms to my cousins to be spiteful
I gave those condoms to my cousins to be spiteful
I won a talent competition and with that money I bought her a frame & chocolates she said I hoed for that money and beat me, only when the pics came out at school did she believe me
The day she stopped beating me with a sjambok was when the school called her in cause I had been bleeding on my legs & thighs for a week
My bestie told the teachers not me what was happening
I don’t know what they said bt in my last month of matric that was my last beating
My bestie told the teachers not me what was happening
I don’t know what they said bt in my last month of matric that was my last beating
Then came the financial & emotional abuse
I’m in my 30s & I can’t recall what love language my mom taught me by I know every form of abuse and hurt I can give a person
She just had to have an empathy as a daughter
I’m in my 30s & I can’t recall what love language my mom taught me by I know every form of abuse and hurt I can give a person
She just had to have an empathy as a daughter
The big suicide attempt happened cause a child came in the yard said a man wants me outside, my cousin brother called me outside said who is this guy I said I don’t know him.
He beat me in the middle of the street for a man I didn’t know.
My mom sides with him
He beat me in the middle of the street for a man I didn’t know.
My mom sides with him
I went to church seeking refuge priest said let me get a bible verse I walked out took pills said I’m done, I took the pills & just let go. I met God that day bt I still felt abandoned when he sent me back
I didn’t get therapy nothing just more lashings
I didn’t get therapy nothing just more lashings