On one hand being a better person is a bitch and a half and I& #39;m tempted so often to go back to just being a giant asshole and calling people out on what *I* think is bullshit (it usually isn& #39;t)
Like, I was the "not all X" kind of person till like a year ago when I realized how fucking stupid that was, and I still have the urge to go off and BE that person because it& #39;s so easy to just not give a fuck
On the other I& #39;ve had a lot of really good discussions with people since I& #39;ve stopped just being a huge fucking douchebag to most people I come across and yes I still get annoyed at seeing those posts but I think now it& #39;s for a different reason.
I don& #39;t want this thread to come of as a "woe is me the straight white guy" cause that& #39;s not what I want this to be, this is just me Genting frustrations I have with *myself* and *my* *inner* problems not what *other* people are doing.
It& #39;s weird coming to the realization of how bad you used to be especially when you still hang around people who are still *kinda* that bad and you see who you& #39;ve grown from in them.