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On one hand being a better person is a bitch and a half and I'm tempted so often to go back to just being a giant asshole and calling people out on what *I* think is bullshit (it usually isn't)
Like, I was the "not all X" kind of person till like a year ago when I realized how fucking stupid that was, and I still have the urge to go off and BE that person because it's so easy to just not give a fuck
On the other I've had a lot of really good discussions with people since I've stopped just being a huge fucking douchebag to most people I come across and yes I still get annoyed at seeing those posts but I think now it's for a different reason.
I don't want this thread to come of as a "woe is me the straight white guy" cause that's not what I want this to be, this is just me Genting frustrations I have with *myself* and *my* *inner* problems not what *other* people are doing.
It's weird coming to the realization of how bad you used to be especially when you still hang around people who are still *kinda* that bad and you see who you've grown from in them.
I don't know how much I've grown as a person the past few years, I know my opinions have changed and I've "calmed" down a lot (a.k.a in still an extremely angry person I just keep it to myself now instead of freaking on people)
But I don't know to what end, all I really know is I'm trying.
What was the point of this thread? I dunno, it's 1 am and I've just been sitting here with my thoughts for the past hour scrolling through twitter, just kinda felt like venting.
Peace out whoever reads this.
What was the point of this thread? I dunno, it's 1 am and I've just been sitting here with my thoughts for the past hour scrolling through twitter, just kinda felt like venting.
Peace out whoever reads this.
