/ i didn’t want to do this, and i still don’t want to do this. i don’t usually do things like these, but a writer in the marvel/anime communities spent months acting in a very manipulative manner towards me and other girls in the community. +

@/ofhisoptimism/@/ofsenpaishammer was manipulative and predatory towards me for a good chunk of the summer, but i didn’t realize until recently when some friends of mine helped me understand. i wrote a watson oc with natalia dyer as the fc and that started our

communication and ship. he became my main ship which i now feel super guilty over because i didn’t realize what he was doing to me at the time. he would post and tell me about how i was the only thing keeping him sane and how i would calm him down from panic attacks

etc, in order to keep me close to him and continue writing with him. when we would get into disagreements ic, he would threaten suicide in character as shown in the screenshots i’m including. at this point, he didn’t use markers to distinguish if he was writing in or out of

character, so i had no idea if these threats were hiding something deeper or if the writer was actually going to hurt himself. he became very possessive over my watson oc, which made me lose muse and want to flip her. i brought her back, making the decision to write her

shipped with a close friend of mine, causing him to feel the need to trash talk me in dms to another friend of mine. i’m not sure what i want to accomplish by talking about this, but girls in the rp community need to be wary around him.

if you even read this or take any bit of it seriously, thank you. i’m not the only person he’s done this to.

not to mention the face claim he chooses to use has a public history of saying racial slurs.

i would also like to make it very very clear that the suicide threats he claimed were just to add angst were NOT plotted beforehand and some were even more graphic than that, describing how peter would attempt to kill himself. he just sent them to me with no warning.