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why i really want to win the signed heart break weather vinyl giveaway by @adoreyoufishy
hiiii :)) so if you made it here well congrats to me that made this very necessary thread instead of doing homework (loving that) so enjoy and sit down with some music in your ears and enjoy :)) it won’t probably be that long but don’t come at me, i never did threads before
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Actually, i started stanning one direction and the boys not so long ago. Honestly, i never thought it would change my life like that .
I created my fan account back in july, during the 1d 10th year anniversary... It was magical. I felt like we came back in 2013 for a week... My quarantine was not so fun, and this brought me so much hope for something and excitement ...
As i told you before, i’m a pretty new fan. But i don’t think that matters that much. Actually, I love Niall with all my heart even tho all happened out of a sudden.
Literally. Niall and those boys changed my life, how i think about myself. I will change because of them, i realised that I wasn’t the person that i wanted to be. Thats kinda why i had a breakdown in quarantine, i was crying at night because i didn’t like the way i am. I still do
In my opinion, i’m a pretty selfish person and they’re helping me to change. I’m trying my best. I want to deserve to be their fan. I’m just a young fan to them, but little do they know that they are influencing me .Because they are important to me. And so niall is.
His music makes me feel powerfull, his music is poetic... I often listen to Nice to meet ya while going to work, and all i could say is that i probably look like those girls in those movies that think they’re superior https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤣" title="Lachend auf dem Boden rollen" aria-label="Emoji: Lachend auf dem Boden rollen">
I’m so so proud of him. What he achieved is insane. Literally. I love him so much. He deserve all the love in the world. I can’t believe how hard it was to get where he is now.
let’s not forget how handsome he is : little bonus right there my favorite gif ever hsakvdjwb
I remember when it was the 10th year anniversary, and that i usually talked to him by instagram dms, feeling like he was there for me. Even tho he doesn’t see all of our dms, i know he’s there for us. WELL thinking about it, maybe it’s better if he doesn’t read what i wrote-
but yea. honestly the boys dm was my secret journal kind of thing, when i felt sad... I knew that my dms were safe :)
Wathever. How much i wouldve give to assist to a 1D concert or to one of their solo concert. I wish i was there before. I wish that i staned them way before. Now, i feel like ill never ever get to experiment those littles things. But no. Now, at 15 , i realised what i missed.
i know i was really young back then, but i missed so much opportunities to meet niall, god i wished i ever saw him play guitarhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😔" title="Nachdenkliches Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Nachdenkliches Gesicht"> Now, with all of his fans around the world, it’s almost impossible for me to hug niall, to say thank you to him, for everything. For all those laughts+
for all those smile, but yea. Now , one of the only thing i can do is love him, send him my positivity thoughts and wish him the best, even if he doesn’t know i exist, he’ll probably never will .
Can we just go back in time ... When all of this was new.
Well, Ash, I think that the main reason for me to wanting this vinyl do bad is that i want a part of him in my life. I want to, in a certain way, feel like i met him, that even tho i wasn’t there for him for all those years. I just want to look at it when im older and say:
« Yes, I lived during this era. He helped me » Maybe it sounds dumb for you... But for me, it would mean the world. His music brings something special to me...
at first, i never thought a band / singer could be this significant for some persons. Now, i understand everything. And it’s just the beginning.
I’m not used of doing this kind of thing, but i decided to do it this time :) thank you so much for reading, if you could please retweet so that ash could see it it would mean a lot xx
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thank you so much of doing this ash, it’s just insane https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Rotes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Rotes Herz"> @adoreyoufishy
