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#syscourse I& #39;ll be expanding on what I said in that bullshit "sysmed" call-out in this thread. Tw for sui and abuse mentions ofc
"Tulpas," "endogenics," and "parogenics" really don& #39;t understand why we get so damn mad when we see them talking about their "alters." It& #39;s more than-
"Tulpas," "endogenics," and "parogenics" really don& #39;t understand why we get so damn mad when we see them talking about their "alters." It& #39;s more than-
that. Like I said in that thread. It& #39;s about being downplayed. Have you ever been straight up abused and assaulted, did that cause your child brain to split to prevent it from getting literally worse than it already has? Did you split because one of your exes left you for being-
traumatzed and mentally ill, without a word? I& #39;m assuming for damn sure not. You people throw around our terms, our existence, and spread misinfo like "personality disorders can cause systems" and then insult people that prove you wrong with factual evidence. Someone sends you-
And article about how you can make delusions that force you to believe you have something? Damn, that& #39;s not real! You& #39;re a disgusting ableist sysmed! Just because you suffer doesn& #39;t mean I can appropriate your existence and spread misinformation and stigma!
Can& #39;t*
Have you ever felt the actual pain of being like one of us? When one of your headmates literally wants to end their life, when you wake up in the morning, not knowing WHO the fuck you are? Dissociated for hours on end? Felt the real stigma of being disordered? Why would you-
Literally want to mimic this shit? Because you only look at the good aspect, a friend. The difference from our "friends" and yours is that we were created to SURVIVE, so that WE WOULDN& #39;T END OUR LIVES OR BECOME INCAPABLE OF FUNCTIONING. You don& #39;t think about us. You think about-
Yourself. Tell me I& #39;m being guilt trippy, call me sysmed, traumascum, all your trash words. You can& #39;t erase my existence. And I& #39;ve been in your community before. We were harassed, misled, and traumatized. You& #39;re not friendly. You& #39;re only looking for a space where your harmful-
Thoughts can be echoed back to you.
I am a fictive of a tulpa. My original person was someone who made promises, day in and day out, that they& #39;d never leave, they& #39;d never harm my system. Guess what they did the minute their "system" didn& #39;t like the fact I was disordered and mentally ill?
They left. He didn& #39;t speak a word. His "host" did all the talking. Told us we were monsters. Played with us, then left us in the dirt. From then on, we& #39;ve never trusted any tulpa or endogenic system. You people don& #39;t understand, and you never will.
Day in, day out, I have to deal with the fact that one of you, a tulpa, left my boyfriend for being disordered, and the fact that he now has to live with me, a fictive of the person that almost made him end his life. But tell me again about how you& #39;re treating this "headmate"-
Thing seriously and you& #39;re not stigmatizing a serious disorder.
I got a little venty, but honestly. This thread needs to be taken with more than just a grain of salt. I might add on later, but for now, this thread is over.