// tw self harm

Online classes/curriculum genuinely makes me want to relapse. The gradebook doesn't update so I have 0s in a class i turned in a fuckton of missing work from. I'm so stressed im nauseous and constantly tired and i can't stop crying. I already relapsed once
// tw self harm (cont)

Once this year and i seriously am holding on by a thread to not do it again. The only enjoyable thing rn making bracelets but i can't do it because of the intense workload im under. At this point just looking at my schoolwork makes me want to
// tw self harm (cont)

Vomit/cry/cut, i don't even want to eat, the only reason i havent broken and spiraled is because my poor s/o and my friends have been trying so hard to keep me safe and happy and I'd feel like even more of a monster if i let them down.
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