it's been a while since I've been this angry about the State of Things

unsure if accustomed or numb

things do feel slightly more normal now, ppl learning to live somewhat normally, covid less of a spooky unknown than it was

I still cry about the dance lessons sometimes https://twitter.com/selentelechia/status/1249101328464240640

and it's hard to feel like things are fake with a baby on the way

that's real and it's good

oh, and this thread was before my mom got her transplant

I think that helped a lot, knowing I wasn't going to indirectly lose her to COVID just bc they canceled surgeries

things feel more okay

and I feel more prepared for the next wave of scary things