because i can’t see the existence of ARMYs in front of me, i become uncertain if i’m someone who is loved. bc they’re not physically in front of me. this is really simple but the thoughts slowly get deeper. https://twitter.com/bts_nanak/status/1308770744147484672

so when i often go to find [armys] on weverse, or do things with them, i think it’s because i want to make sure and find certainty in whether or not i’m someone who is loved.

it feels great when i’m conversing with ARMYs, or doing things with them, then after that’s over,

when i’m alone—when i’m just lying on my bed, i feel that it’s really so temporary, this..
so you feel all empty?
yeah. so i think i feel really rushed with wanting to have a concert. i just want to make sure whether i’m someone who’s loved or not.

but i think hyung’s doing a great job, though? (his satoori came out) just conversing—it’s temporary but it gives you comfort. and i think of all this time right now as opportunities! they’re waiting for me; and before i see them, to show them my best different sides,

i’m trying not to spend these times in vain. hyung should try thinking like that too! if you really like receiving love and being loved, to those who give you that love, even if it’s just a tiny bit, showing new sides, changed sides, i think that’s pretty good.

@BTS_twt