Trans!Wwx thread in which wwx explores the world of gender expression and identity and how wangxian gets together even through hardships

This is my first time making this ok so don’t throw tomatoes at me thanks

Wwx lives a pretty normal student life, he’s an art major in uni, has many friends, has a totally normal crush on the cutest guy of his promo lwj everything is pretty normal expect for one thing.

Wei wuxian is a girl. Well that’s what most people have been telling him ever since he was little. He never really understood why he had to be a girl, when he never really felt like one since the start but he hasn’t really talked about feeling like this to anyone yet

And everything is fine wwx is okay with pretending to be a girl, well that’s what he thinks, hes okay right ? Everything is fine until it’s not anymore

One day, wwx worlds collapses when wen Ning his childhood friend comes out to him as non binary

That’s possible ?? Wwx minds a mess he didn’t know you could just be who you want and not let others decide for you he’s in awe “are you ok?” Wn is looking at him in concern

“Yeah hum I’m glad you told me ! I didn’t know that we could be... you know like that ?” Wn smiles softly at him “does wei ying also feels like that?”

Wwx doesn’t really know what to answer he’s really lost he didn’t know he could chose by himself he didn’t know he could just live freely like that “...” “it’s okay if you don’t want to talk about it” wwx thinks he’s glad it’s wn out of all people that told him

He finds some sort of comfort in all this confusion but once he goes home he just can’t process anything that happened. then spend the entire night on internet to find out more about gender identity and expression and then it hits

“I am.... transgender ?” He pauses. It’s 2am already he should be asleep already. It hits him real hard.

How come he’s realizing only now ? He’s never liked being called she, he’s never really like being called a girl, he’s always been feeling like a boy, he is a boy.

A few days pass and he hasn’t felt happier. He doesn’t really know how to explain everything to JC and NHS but hes staying positive they’ll accept him

Then he thinks about lwj and suddenly feels a pit in his stomach. What if he doesn’t like “him” what if lwj isn’t able to see him as who he truly is ? He wants to cry on the spot. They’re not even dating. Lwj probably doesn’t even have a crush on him. He’s being silly again.

But one day lwj texts wwx. “Can we talk ? I feel like you’ve distanced yourself these days. I want to have an honest conversation if that’s ok with you” wwx is panicking.

It’s true he’s been kinda ignoring lwj, not yelling greetings Everytime he sees him, not looking at him in class, not trying to eat lunch with him anymore. He’s nervous what if he made lwj mad?

Anyway he ends up meeting lwj because he isn’t rude enough to refuse an attempt at conversation.

He can’t say hes comfortable, he’s freaking petrified and lwj can feel it. Lwj puts his hand on wwx’s “Wei ying is everything ok? You look stressed I don’t mean to make you anxious I’m just trying to understand if I did something wrong that made you act like that.”

“What..? No you haven’t done anything it’s just me aha don’t worry lan zhan I’m just being silly again ah...” “you’re not being silly I can feel that something is bothering you, can’t you tell me?” He looks at him with worries.

He sighs “I just... lan zhan would you still be my friend if I were,,, different” lwj looks confused, ofc he would be “different? What do you mean by that ?” Wwx stays silent he wants to bury himself already

“Wei ying I like you no matter what you think. You don’t have to worry about insignificant matters” “no you don’t get it this isn’t a small matter it’s about me about who I am lan zhan-“

“Wei ying. I’m in love with you. It doesn’t matter who you are I like Wei ying no matter what” “what? Wait lan zhan i am the one who’s supposed to say that what- wait that’s not it lan zhan I’m not the one you think I am I-“

“What do you mean Wei ying?” This time he looks really confused, wwx’s is going to pass out already he breathes all of his courage and tells him “lan zhan im trans, I’m a trans boy.”

Lwj doesn’t say anything for a second. He’s thinking of what to say, he’s not really that shocked but he can’t say that out loud that would be weird
“Wei ying, I’m glad you’re telling me. Again I don’t really care about that I like Wei ying no matter what you know.”

He presses his hand a little harder. Wwx doesn’t know what to say he doesn’t care ?Lan zhan likes me? As a boy? Without realizing tears start rolling down his cheeks “wow what... I didn’t think- sorry I don’t know what wrong with me aha”

“Wei ying this must’ve been a huge burden for you. Thank you for trusting me” he wipes away his tears “does Wei ying likes me too ?” Lwj is looking at him not as confident as before, wwx blinks tears in his eyes “uh? Did I say it in my head ? Ow..sorry I like you too lan zhan..”

“Sorry I think am a little tired aha...” “it’s fine Wei ying, is there anything you need ? “ “can you hug me ? Please? Sorry this took a lot of energy I can’t process everything-“ lwj takes him close to him presses him very hard, so hard he can feel both of their heartbeats

“It’s okay I’m here. You have me ok? Thank you for trusting me” their lips presses together. Wwx has never been this euphoric.