I& #39;ve struggled with internalised homophobia for too long, when I first liked someone it hit me so hard I couldnt breathe. Growing up and living in a homophobic society sucks, but I hope more people would be able to come in terms with themselves a little easier, in their own time. https://twitter.com/water_nelon/status/1308597596995420160">https://twitter.com/water_nel...
I still don& #39;t have a label for myself and I& #39;m too scared to look for one. Sometimes the lack of it bothers me and sometimes I find security in it. I hope one day I can get rid of the "probably" before a label and truly embrace it. Or embrace the fact that I don& #39;t need labels.
Even now I sometimes wish I was more like other people around me. I hope one day I& #39;ll be strong enough to get over this dilemma. One day I won& #39;t feel frustrated for not being more like them, and for not liking who they want me to, and for not feeling the ways in supposed to.