One time I calculated how many grams of spinal cord I have lost because of my syrinxes.

I then made an ink that oxidizes/rusts, and I drew a spinal cord with the idea that as the ink took on oxygen molecules & gained the weight of those molecules, it would be a reverse spell.

(Hi, I don& #39;t talk about my ink much here anymore for reasons, but I make inks & papers & scrolls & do a lot of magic with them.)

Friends, after this move, I lost that drawing. I did it on one of my tiny scrolls and ugh.

So I have to start it again.

And recalculate because I have lost more spinal cord since the first one.

But this feels ... much like what I& #39;m dealing with. Therefore, the spell is not ruined. It is enhanced.

Personally, I always find a way for the fuckups to be *part of the magick.*

That said, I am damn curious the weight of that drawing now.

Potential glitch, though: this ink eats paper, so it tends to cause letters/strokes/drawings to fall out eventually. So it will gain that weight but then lose its entire medium.

But hey, that& #39;s like the body, too. This body won& #39;t go on forever. See! The glitch is the magick.